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to anyone whose listening
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Jappy
is what my friends call me
17
April 10,1992
I am from Metro Manila
in the Philippines
University of the Philippines Mindanao
fan of:
American Idol
Simon Cowell, Ryan Seacrest
David Cook, David Arculeta
Elliot Yamin, Ramiele Malubay
Survivor Philippines
Starbucks Coffee
Twilight, Harry Potter, Angels and Demons
I remember feeling low; And I remember losing hope; And I remember all the feelings; And the day they stopped
Must change
Saturday, May 30, 2009
( 10:18 PM )
( 10:18 PM )
busy, busy, busy today as I cram this skin i got from BlogSkins.com so I cant really tweak AND update at the same time... I guess that shows something of my priorities...... Anyway later... going to tweak some more......
Labels: aim
Reply
Thursday, May 28, 2009
( 8:10 AM )
( 8:10 AM )
Cool I got a reply... She is australian.... Check Tara's friendster profile. catch you later...
Labels: House
Friendster
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
( 12:00 PM )
( 12:00 PM )
Hi I was busy with making new friends updating my other sites wheeeew, its very time-consuming that's all....
Labels: House
Reasons (I think...)
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
( 12:00 AM )
( 12:00 AM )
Maybe people have emotions.... to express themselves in a unique way to the people they love.. to make believers out of skeptics.. to make it known that a certain person is special to them.. to alert the person that "hey, I miss this person." and most important (to me) to make the words "I Love You" meaningful..
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Noooo......
Monday, May 25, 2009
( 12:00 AM )
( 12:00 AM )
I hoped history wouldn't repeat itself But it has...... details later because I'm just passing by......
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Question
Sunday, May 24, 2009
( 12:00 AM )
( 12:00 AM )
Why do people need emotions? Why do they need emotions if it's only going to hurt them? Is it so that they can be sensitive to other people's needs? Is it so that they can be careful in the revelations that they may have? Or is it just to hurt themselves with? This is so confusing........ I hate being confused. [continued]
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Things I miss
Saturday, May 23, 2009
( 12:00 AM )
( 12:00 AM )
I miss... hanging with people I know wall climbing hiking jogging in the morning saturday morning cartoons (cause I wake up late) those are about it for now.. I'll put in more as I remember them.....
Labels: aim
Lie - David Cook
Friday, May 22, 2009
( 6:02 PM )
( 6:02 PM )
You whisper that your getting tired
got a look in your eye
that looks a lot like goodbye
hold on to your secrets tonight
I don't want to know
I'm ok with the silence
Its truth that I don't want to hear
Your hiding regret in your smile
There's a storm in your eyes that's been passing for awhile
Hold on to the past tense tonight
Don't say a word
I'm ok with the quiet
The truth is gonna change everything
[chorus]
So lie to me and tell me that its gonna be alright
So lie to me and tell me that we'll make it through the night
I don't if you wait before you tear me apart
So look me in the eye
and lie lie lie
lie lie lie
I know that there's no turning back
If we put too much light on we'll see through all the cracks
Don't want to know
I'm ok with the silence
Its truth that I don't want to hear
[repeat chorus]
Don't want to believe this is ending
Let the cameras roll on
keep pretending
Tomorrow is all wrong if you walk away
Just stay
[repeat chorus 2x]
Labels: lyrics
What . . . . . .
Monday, May 18, 2009
( 5:00 PM )
( 5:00 PM )
Human emotion is a very interesting thing because of its unique ambiguity and in the persistence of its occurrence Its like there is no stemming the flow which is good if the emotion is positive (like happiness, hope) but irksome if negative (like sorrow, remorse) Its supposed to be our (my x's and I's) 3rd year today to the hour And I still feel as if my heart is breaking into so many tiny pieces I wish the feeling would just end But I have known for a long time that wishes do not and will never come true. Is this mourning? Or is it just me missing her? Either way, it will be over soon enough.
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Sadness creeping
Sunday, May 17, 2009
( 12:09 AM )
( 12:09 AM )
Our ex's supposed third anniversary is fast approaching I wish it would pass quickly For I do not wish to dwell on memories that would dampen my optimism I wish it would just pass by and not linger I wish............. I wish............. I wish............. I ......... wish............
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House (and what I did)
Thursday, May 14, 2009
( 2:46 AM )
( 2:46 AM )
Went to some literary gathering It was interesting at first but anything is boring to someone who can't pay attention Let's just say that it was a good thing that the computer was there It all changed that night 'cause the "fellows" as they were called had a Fellows' Night which was held after the panelists pronounced their judgment on all the literary works that have been submitted for their inspection. The event was so funny It was like they shed off their seriousness and the critical things they possesed during the fellows' night
Labels: House
First day alone
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
( 5:38 AM )
( 5:38 AM )
It's my first day alone in the apartment Its quiet Very quiet Just kidding I ate breakfast then; I listened to some music; I read a book; I kinda liked it. But I was still bored Oh well . . . . .
Labels: House
Fall Back Into Me - David Cook
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
( 5:12 AM )
( 5:12 AM )
We've been here before
We'll be here again so go on and rest your head
Before you lose it again
We're leaning on each other
Or at least I can pretend
That we didn't lose it all again
It could have been different
It could have been all the same
But now I'm standing at your front door, singing
[Chorus]
When everything's the same
And nothing ever changes
Will you fall back into me, oh
You see, everything's estranged
A million empty faces
So will you fall back into me?
Congratulations
You left me a little jaded and rejected
And so I lost it again
You chew me up, you throw away
As I continue to pretend
That we didn't lose it again
I guess its never different
I guess its all the same
So now I'm bloodied by my clenched fist, swinging
[repeat Chorus]
I was a name across your lips
It's time to spin me out
I play the game when my heart rips
It's time to hear out
(Never do without)
[repeat Chorus]
(Will you fall
We'll be here again
So go on and rest your head
Before you lose it again)
We're leaning on each other
Or at least I can pretend
That we didn't lose it all again, all again
Lose it all again
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Come Back To Me - David Cook
Monday, May 11, 2009
( 2:11 AM )
( 2:11 AM )
you say you got to go and find yourself
you say that you're becoming someone else
don't recognize the face in the mirror
looking back at you
you say you're leavin' as you look away
I know there's really nothing left to say
just know I'm here whenever you need me
I'll wait for you
[Chorus]
so I'll let you go I'll set you free
and when you see what you need to see
when you find you
come back to me
take your time I won't go anywhere
picture you with the wind in your hair
I keep your things right where you left them
I'll be here for you
[chorus]
oh I'll let you go I'll set you free
and when you see what you need to see
when you find you
come back to me
and I hope you'll find everything that you need
I'll be right here waiting to see
when you find you
come back to me
I can't get close if you're not there
I can't get inside if there's no soul to bear
I can't fix you, I can't save you
its something you have to do
so I'll let you go, I'll set you free
and when you see what you need to see
when you find you
come back to me
so I'll let you go, I'll set you free
and when you see what you need to see
when you find you
come back to me
and I hope you'll find everything that you need
I'll be right here waiting to see
when you find you
come back to me
when you find you come back to me
when you find you come back to me
when you find you come back to me
Labels: lyrics
Orientation: first day
Sunday, May 10, 2009
( 6:27 PM )
( 6:27 PM )
Hello its me again first day of our orientation and I'm already off to a bad start First, I got there late. Second, when I got there I seemed to have lost my nerve. Third, I can't find ANY of my FRIENDS And Last, I CAN'T FIND ENNA. OK, that was an overreaction but a true one. So in came the emcee, then the speakers, then the emcee, then the . . . . Anyway, after two or three hours, we had a break and then I made a break to the exit which was very difficult to do because there was a lot of people in the room Whew . . . . I was out Man, it was cramped in there I got out my cell and started texting "Hey, jerbx wer r u?" No reply... Still no reply.... .... So we had to go back in again to listen to some people about the different colleges, things about the school and stuff like that. [cellphone rings] I got it out text from jerbx "am hir 1 person awy from u" [What!?!] Saw her, said hi, and then went on listening to the speaker But could not do so attentively 'cause I was a bit distracted by the girl sitting next to jerbx So to settle my curiosity I talked to her (simple as that) So I got her talking found out her name was Michin And ,surprise surprise, she was an Architecture student too. Rest of the day went off, for me, without a glitch. Which made it extra boring
Labels: UP
Boredom sets in (what I did)
Saturday, May 09, 2009
( 8:46 AM )
( 8:46 AM )
So I'm in the house with nothing to do Even with the internet connection and everything [I can't believe I got bored even with the internet at my fingertips] So I thought, "hey, why not text Enna?" So I did I got her talking and she said that she'll be staying at EBL for the year I think that I'm . . . .
Labels: House
Orientation: second day
Friday, May 08, 2009
( 1:27 AM )
( 1:27 AM )
Same as the last day except they said that there was a tour So in my mind I say [what?!] I must have been crazy that day or something 'cause I spent the day in my head I talked to jerbx a bit, Ate when I had too, made some more new friends. But it still seemed as if I just dreamed it all Because I saw Enna that day and got her number (score!!!) So I wasn't all excited about the tour.
Labels: UP
Regitration Day
Thursday, May 07, 2009
( 6:25 AM )
( 6:25 AM )
What in the world is this mess!?!?!?!
Its like every sane human being on the face of the earth has flocked to this tiny spot and was made to stay there past their breaking point
Luckily, there seemed to be a few people who are not so crazy as the ones who run here and there talking as if the world will end unless they start talking
The first person I met was Jerby
She is an incoming BS Bio student. She is actually kind of cool.
Next was Tricia Acuña. She's sorta big to be honest but incredibly funny. Oh yeah, she'll be studying Architecture.
Another is Michin. She is very petite. She's kinda cute too in a foreign kind of way because she looks like someone from Korea or something.
Last but definitely not the least is Enna Cymbeline Tato.
A fellow BS Computer Science student. I kinda like her 'cause she's very cute in my opinion.
Labels: UP
Malls that sold stuff
Wednesday, May 06, 2009
( 2:34 AM )
( 2:34 AM )
That was the hottest day of my life, literally. Went to Makro to buy stuff 'cause mum would be going the day after the next leaving me here in Davao It was soooo HOT. (literally not figuratively) I mean you could have roasted a chicken there and still have heat left enough to start a fire At least we got out of there pretty quickly so no permanent harm done When I got home, I rushed to the bathroom and got the water running It was cold water (relief)
Labels: House
The open air market
Tuesday, May 05, 2009
( 2:21 AM )
( 2:21 AM )
The next day, We went to walk to the open air market just a few meters from the apartment It was kinda cool interesting to see the different things people sold there
Labels: House
Arrival (and the things we did)
Monday, May 04, 2009
( 2:03 AM )
( 2:03 AM )
We arrived on May 3 I did not know what to do So we went to the apartment, then to the mall Ate lunch, went home
Labels: House
Davao City here I come! (?)
Sunday, May 03, 2009
( 5:15 AM )
( 5:15 AM )
Going to Davao tomorrow In some ways I'm kinda scared 'Cause I'm thinking will I be able to make friends On the other hand I'm very excited 'Cause I'm thinking that its a brand new place for me which means a brand new start Guess we'll find out soon enough.
Labels: Intro
Aim
Saturday, May 02, 2009
( 5:15 AM )
( 5:15 AM )
My aim is to publish at least 1 post a day Its not that hard unless the day will be very boring I hope not
Labels: Intro
New blog
Friday, May 01, 2009
( 5:15 AM )
( 5:15 AM )
Hey brand new blog here named it branded burn-out cause that's what I've been feeling for the past few days
Labels: Intro
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