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Jappy
is what my friends call me
17
April 10,1992
I am from Metro Manila
in the Philippines
University of the Philippines Mindanao
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Elliot Yamin, Ramiele Malubay
Survivor Philippines
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Twilight, Harry Potter, Angels and Demons
I remember feeling low; And I remember losing hope; And I remember all the feelings; And the day they stopped
Home?
Monday, October 26, 2009
( 12:16 AM )
( 12:16 AM )
Yes! School is over and it feels great! However, it all went out the window when I learned that we were going back to Manila for a week I like it here in Davao.. It's great! The people are friendly. The food is awesome The weather has just been terrific [except during afternoons] I'd like to say that i ended in good terms with my fellows. Made new friends Made do with others. Did a lot of crazy stuff. am bored now.. post again when Im not
Neyo - Why Does She Stay
Sunday, September 20, 2009
( 9:38 PM )
( 9:38 PM )
Why does she stay.......mmmmmmm
Why does she stay......hey.....mmmmmmm
Why does she stay......heyyy.....mmmmmmm....uh
She hates that i dont do dishes
Even though i mess up the most
And she begs me all the time to help her
I know that i should but im lazy so i dont
She’s always considering my feelings
Thinkin of me before herself
Most of the time im so damn selfish
I dont even realize she treats me so well
She’s so much better than me
Im so unworthy of her
Ouhhhhh.....Why does she stay
Why does she stay........why.....
She hates that we dont spend much time
We barely see each other at all
She dont even nag me 'bout always working
She just says i just wish every now and then that you’d call
And i dont know why she’s still here
She could have any man that she wants
I step outside of myself
To see how much she loves me
And all the things that i should do for her that i just dont...just dont...
And i realize
She’s so much better than me ( so much better )
Im so unworthy of her ( so unworthy of her )
Ouhhhhh.....Why does she stay
Why does she stay with me........tell me why....why why why...
She’s in love
She’s in love
She’s in love
And i dont understand
And i dont understand
She’s in love
She’s in love
She’s in love
Gotta be a better man for her
So i take my time and do what im suppose to do
Because i just cant see my life without you
Ohhh ohhhh yeahhhh
Why does she stay
She’s so much better than me
Im so unworthy of her
Ouhhhhh.....Why does she stay
Why does she stay.....tell me why...why why why
Why does she stay
Why does she stay
Labels: lyrics, neyo, why does she stay
UP Life
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
( 9:44 AM )
( 9:44 AM )
I can't believe i lasted this long without cracking up!
Failures of a ComSci student 1[?]
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
( 6:54 AM )
( 6:54 AM )
I failed my first math exam!
I was so fucking sure of myself
that I took the test for granted
I underestimated the damn thing
Idiot!
And I call myself a mathematician
I'm a disgrace to the person who discovered math
Labels: fool that i am
Confused?
Saturday, July 11, 2009
( 7:38 AM )
( 7:38 AM )
I feel the world on my shoulders
not because I have a lot of responsibilities
but because I AM REALLY SLEEPY
I think I've found the solution to that problem though..
I just need to type like there is no tomorrow
hahahahahahaha
weird isn't it?
the way life throws the simplest solutions at the most inopportune moments
So that's one problem solved
[I don't usually blab like this so bear with me]
Next is the matter with this girl
I like her, I like her a lot
but I don't wanna make a move yet cause
its only the first semester and it'll seem like I only like her for her looks
So what I did was I got to know her a little more
I kid around with her a bit
I offer to help her out on a few trivial things
I tell her stories about myself
I listen to her stories
Anyway, so we're kinda friends now but
I still don't know where I stand with her
So, I ask her directly cause I'm feeling kinda impatient
She tells me if we could just be friends cause she is too busy for a bf[really?] right now
I say ok cause I dont want to put her down
So I'm all patient now. Patient but persistent.
So, I guess, that's another problem solved
What I'm really all for now is our exam on Math17.....
I don't know how I'll do
Sometimes I get all cocky and say "the test is gonna be easy. don't sweat it"
Other times I get all nervous and think "what if.... then should I....." Right now I'm thinking the test is going to be easy cause we have a really nice teacher....
I'm real tired now
My head is bobbing up and down as I fight for consciousness to finish this
Ah, what the heck?
I'm going to go to sleep
Labels: what?
Is it tomorrow already?
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
( 11:10 AM )
( 11:10 AM )
cant sleep.... thinking about all the stupid things i have done and said..... wasted emotions on something so trivial as to losing someone who doesnt care about me..... thinking of trying to talk to her but cant see any point in it...... stupidity or humility? You decide... I say its foolishness
Labels: Insomnia
Acceptance of Rejection
Friday, June 26, 2009
( 6:25 PM )
( 6:25 PM )
Kill me now
better to kill me now that to experience suffering like this
kill me slowly so that, over time, i will realize that i am dead
end it for me or i myself will execute this inexcusable but necessary plan
End it now
End it now
Labels: Humility by fool that i am
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